I had a wonderful yet horrible holiday in Vietnam , I flied back there on 6th June and came back on 26th June. During those days, I could spend more time with my family , my parents and my close relatives cousin. We had party and bought a 3 days tour to the beach . I think I could not said all every great memorable time with family in one post,however, not everyday is wonderful for me . I missed Xin Yun every second, everything I did, I wished I could share that happiness with you . I wished you were there.
20 days without you , I was like the fish out of water. I cried sometime at night but my dad was there , hugging me and said " When I was knowing your mom , we did not have mobile phone." That helps me clear very much . I felt much better I believe that one day , Xin Yun and I would be together even distance love.
Today, by the time I arrived Singapore , I called Xin Yun but she sounds very upset. She seem not welcome me much. I dont know what really happened to her, thus I have many conflict about her , either care or do not.
She seems has been used to the time and feeling without me , without sms me. I half very heartbreaking even though I am glad for her. I could lie my feeling that I still miss her very much . I wish I could hug her right away just few second. At the mean time , I have conflict that I don't want to trouble her any more.
Tonight , I online facebook, I took a look at her photo profile. What a cheerless ! There is a boy like her , he commented every photo of her and praise her pretty . Well ! I was very jealous ! My heart was very pain but I am helpless. What could I do . There is many guys who is better than me could care her better.
Xin Yun , Good night !
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