If one day , we face to face and you ask me what I feel to you, I will not answer you directly. However, now I do answer you here completely what I felt those day.
You are really not a suitable listener for me. I still remember what you had said "I don't like to listen others people problem". Well , I still respect you. But as a human , we have many things that happened to life , make us happy , angry , furious , worried , stressful ... We need someone who could listen to us, help us find the way out of the problem or share the cheerful story.
But you are not that kind of person. When I shared with you my awards , we chatted about that less than 5 msg then you changed another topic. Very simply you said " wow! I am so proud of you"and I was stuck there , did not know how to continue. When I told you that I failed an important English test . Your 1st msg " Don't worry dear , you will do better next time" . By reading that , it was nothing wrong , but i feel that i better change topic because your msg could not help me cheer up at all.
Mainly , our problems , I really cannot share with you our problems. For you , you thought that i was very perfect or you scare hurt me , you did not point out what I did wrong . You know , being silent i will never learning anything , My cousin kept scolding me what I have done badly to you but I have learned from that alot , I have grown up a bit .But whenever I commented what you have make mistakes , we had quarreled awhile but ended up , you were always emo and angry yourself , THAT MADE ME MORE PISS OFF! We can solve anything about our problems.
I know I am not that good boy like what you think , I know even me also can't listen you , I know I cannot do as well as i expect you to do like above but I feel that , i am not suit for you. I realize that we are not compatible and I am sorry if i have hurt you.
I hope you will find someone better and whom you will be happier with,
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